Ahead of BTS’s big comeback, BTS’ RM is ready to share with the world his more intimate thoughts through a heartfelt letter on Weverse. The leader of the boy band believes that writing is a poetic act of expressing what we truly feel in solitude.
The idol reflected not only on how he understands love, but also on what the last year meant to him. He began this heartfelt letter to fans by explaining that he doesn’t know if he has loved someone properly at least once, while also acknowledging that he has overcome many personal challenges associated with it.

Ultimately, RM believes committing mistakes might be the way to approach his human being. After all, the idol feels relieved as he was able to express all of his feelings in new music projects, being excited to come back with the boy band on March 20.
Read the full letter below:
To me, ‘love’ is still a complicated word.
Have I ever loved someone properly at least once?
I’ve been holding on to that question for a long time
There’s only one certain thing.
The fact that I still don’t know.
I’ve been stuck with a lot of things over the past year.
It’s gone after a while,
I don’t know how many people are leaving on the way
In the meantime, I’m shaking, I’m in pain
We’ve gone through a lot of mistakes.
After that time
It feels like I’m just standing, looking at spring.
This wait won’t be the last,
But I didn’t stop and came all the way here.
That’s a relief.
I have a lot of thoughts,
I’ll try to believe that I’ve grown up every time
I’m going to fail and make mistakes again.
In the process, I’ll make someone sad
He’ll hurt himself, right?
But I think I know now.
I mean, trying to do a good job doesn’t give you all the answers.
I’m so excited to be back after a long time
My heart is humbled.
Even if you catch your breath and choose your horse, it’s still rough and clumsy,
I don’t know why you talk a lot again.
But I’m trying to tell you without hiding.
Still
When good music is made, my heart beats,
When I play with the members, I laugh like a child.
And when I think of ARMY BOMB in the audience, who will shine like a forest at night
I feel like I’m about to cry.
This energy and heart make me and us
I believe you brought me all the way here.
Someone is watching
Someone left
Someone will worry, regret, and blame, right?
Nevertheless, in some form
If you’re waiting for us
If that’s your love
I want to get back on my feet a few times.
Even if you’re stumbling!
The way a person tries to love the world.
a way of trying to live.
If we’re all one universe
That might be all about the universe.
That’s how I feel
Wait and wait.
New Year’s greetings are late.
I mean, I’m going to go further now.
Where the sun rises, where spring is heard.-
And finally, to where you are!
It’s a sentence of Rilke that’s been in my mind for a long time
I’m done with the mess.
Love is still complicated,
Nevertheless, I want to say it with a simple mind.
I love you
“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going. No feeling is final.”