Drowning in the Blue Nile
\nHe sent me Downtown Lights,
\nI hadn\u2019t heard it in a while
\nMy boredoms bone deep,
\nThis cage was once just fine
\nAm I allowed to cry?<\/p>\n
I dream of cracking locks,
\nThrowing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
\nCrashing into him tonight,
\nHe\u2019s a paradox I\u2019m seeing visions am I bad? Or mad? Or wise?<\/p>\n
What if he\u2019s written \u2018mine\u2019 on my upper thigh only in my mind?<\/strong> I keep these longings locked in lower case inside a vault What if he\u2019s written \u2018mine\u2019 on my upper thigh only in my mind?<\/strong> What if I roll the stone away? What if he\u2019s written \u2018mine\u2019 on my upper thigh only in my mind?<\/strong> Drowning in the Blue Nile he sent me Downtown Lights, Am I allowed to cry?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Drowning in the Blue Nile He sent me Downtown Lights, I hadn\u2019t heard it in a while My boredoms bone deep, This cage was once just fine Am I allowed to cry? I dream of cracking locks, Throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks Crashing into him tonight, He\u2019s a paradox I\u2019m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2988,"featured_media":110923,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2264,1175,4],"tags":[22],"tmauthors":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-111043","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-entertainment","8":"category-lyrics","9":"category-pop","10":"tag-taylor-swift"},"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111043","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2988"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=111043"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111043\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/110923"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=111043"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=111043"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=111043"},{"taxonomy":"tmauthors","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.musicmundial.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tmauthors?post=111043"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nOne slip I\u2019m falling back into the hedge maze but what a way to die<\/strong>
\nI keep recalling things we never did<\/strong>
\nMessy top lip kiss, how I long for our tryst<\/strong>
\nWithout ever touching his skin, how can I be guilty as sin?<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nSomeone told me there\u2019s no such thing as bad thoughts,
\nOnly your actions talk
\nThese fatal fantasies giving way to laboured breath taking all of me
\nWe\u2019ve already done it in my head
\nIf it\u2019s make believe, why does it feel like a vow we\u2019ll both uphold somehow?<\/p>\n
\nOne slip I\u2019m falling back into the hedge maze but what a way to die<\/strong>
\nMy bedsheets are ablaze, I screamed his name<\/strong>
\nBuilding up like waves crashing over my grave<\/strong>
\nWithout ever touching his skin, how can I be guilty as sin?<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nThey\u2019re gonna crucify me anyway
\nWhat if the way you hold me is actually what\u2019s holy?
\nIf long suffering propriety is what they want from me
\nThey don\u2019t know how you\u2019ve haunted me so stunningly
\nI choose you and me, religiously<\/p>\n
\nOne slip I\u2019m falling back into the hedge maze but what a way to die<\/strong>
\nI keep recalling things we never did<\/strong>
\nMessy top lip kiss, how I long for our tryst<\/strong>
\nWithout ever touching his skin, how can I be guilty as sin?<\/strong><\/p>\n
\nI hadn\u2019t heard it in a while
\nMy boredoms bone deep, this cage was once just fine<\/p>\n